God’s timing is everything in your life. Recently He closed one door a door that I had hoped would happen I could almost taste it. It’s been on my heart since I walked down the driveway having no idea what the last five years would bring. I was given an amazing opportunity this summer but even though I was excited for it, I recently couldn’t see myself there. I had no idea why. This morning I woke up and felt surreal peace and knew that I was not supposed to go to the ranch.
Those of you who know me know I love this place it’s my happy place. It’s my second home and even though I want to go do badly, many things have come up and made me realize that it’s not the right timing. I’m sad yes but I do know when one door closes that another one opens. Not sure how it can be better but I do know that I need to be here. I’m going to spend time with my friends.
During school I never see my close friends much. I need to spend much needed time with them. I love that I can do that. The ranch will be there next year and years after. As we get older we need to treasure those that are in our lives. A family member needs me as well so my summer I will be here. This morning driving my dog to daycare I saw a bald eagle. God sending me a message it’s going to be ok. I love that and the lovely message I got from my friend. Busy what I needed to hear.
It’s hard when there is a big separation between my friends in Oregon and I. I wish they lived closer to hang out and have those special chats and catch up. In heaven we will visit all the time.
So even though I wanted to go so much it’s all in God’s timing and hopefully next year I will get there. I also want to be in a better place financially.
I look forward to what is here for me this summer. It’s the place I need to be in. I look forward what is next here. ❤️
Beauty from Ashes. 